Friends..... I don't normally open up immediately. I'm quite reserved when it comes to making friends. I have such a thick wall of defense that sometimes it would have to take years before anybody CAN know me.
Unfortunately for me, I trusted too soon. Don't take me wrong, there's no pain nor anger. It's pure disheartenment. I'm disheartened that I actually believed I found a friend. I'm disheartened to feel my trust thrown back to my face HARD. I'm disheartened to see the mocking faces beneath their masks. I'm disheartened to hear the jeers above their concern. I'm just disheartened.
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